At 340am two years ago, you left me without much words to say. It has been two years, you in my arms when I said that you may go now and find yourself peace. Two years now I ask myself was I really ready of letting you go? Was it the right time that you leave?
For so long you’ve been suffering but not letting me know. You’ve been weary but still managed to serve me and be the mom you can be without complaining. You love doing things for me up to the last moment that you were able. I know you don’t want to go and leave me, I don’t want too Ma yet you’re tired and suffered too much already from those tubes and needles.
I just wish we were able to talk before you left and tell you how thankful I am to have a mother like you and I’m so proud of you and I love you so much. At least for the last time. But I couldn’t stop the tears from falling every time I look at you in your jaded condition. All I can do was to touch you. I remember you asking me, ‘why are you crying?’ as if nothing is wrong and everything is going to be fine. You were so determined and I’m vulnerably cry-baby.
I miss you Ma.
I miss you calling me sweetheart.
I miss your kisses.
I miss you standing at the door step with your all-embracing arms when I come home.
I miss you preparing my meals.
I miss you so much Ma, especially the times when I needed a hug.
3 comments:
"Words cannot physically do anything to ease your pain but I wish the best for you and hope you are better now.
Hugs to you, sweetie and will keep you in my prayers.
i'm crying while reading your blog. your words touches my heart. True that life is too short so we must enjoy every minute of our life. Hugs for you. Thanks for sharing! :)
Hello there! I share the grief. I am always here for you. Hope you know it.
Take care! And, are you really there in Baguio right now?
Pasalubong! He,he!
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