Sweet Escape

Photo Hunt - Heavy

2008-02-09T22:05:00.001+08:00

This is the only heavy in my file. Wheew!

Remembering You

2008-02-08T09:18:00.001+08:00

At 340am two years ago, you left me without much words to say. It has been two years, you in my arms when I said that you may go now and find yourself peace. Two years now I ask myself was I really ready of letting you go? Was it the right time that you leave?

For so long you’ve been suffering but not letting me know. You’ve been weary but still managed to serve me and be the mom you can be without complaining. You love doing things for me up to the last moment that you were able. I know you don’t want to go and leave me, I don’t want too Ma yet you’re tired and suffered too much already from those tubes and needles.

I just wish we were able to talk before you left and tell you how thankful I am to have a mother like you and I’m so proud of you and I love you so much. At least for the last time. But I couldn’t stop the tears from falling every time I look at you in your jaded condition. All I can do was to touch you. I remember you asking me, ‘why are you crying?’ as if nothing is wrong and everything is going to be fine. You were so determined and I’m vulnerably cry-baby.

I miss you Ma.
I miss you calling me sweetheart.
I miss your kisses.
I miss you standing at the door step with your all-embracing arms when I come home.
I miss you preparing my meals.
I miss you so much Ma, especially the times when I needed a hug.

I pray that you are already home Ma; I pray that you found the perfect joy and beauty in the everlasting light. I pray that you are now at peace forever and safely home in heaven where all your pain and grief is over, where your restless tossing passed.

Manic Monday

2008-02-04T15:47:00.000+08:00

Is there anything to serious to joke about? If so, what falls into that category for you?
A friend who is too serious that we already find her seriously funny. LOL

Would you rather be a tortured genius or a happy simple-minded person? Why?
Happy simple-minded person. I just want a simple life with no complications.

A dear friend or family member has a terminal illness and is in agony. He/she wants you to help him/her die. What would you do?
Hug them and never leave them. Assured them that they're not alone in their agony. Make them joyful up to the last breathe.

Picture Perfect

2008-02-03T19:04:00.000+08:00

There's my mom (in hood), her sister and my 3 years old then cousin. This was my mom's last travel in Illinois way back 2005.
So what's the lady doing back there? Taking a nice shot maybe?

Mama

2008-02-03T09:07:00.000+08:00

When the evening shadows fall

and the lovely day is through
Then with longing I recall
the years I spent with you

Mama, I miss the days
when you were near to guide me
Mama, those happy days
when you were here beside me

Safe in the glow of your love
Sent from the heavens above
Nothing can ever replace
The warmth of your tender embrace

Oh, Mama, until the day
that we're together once more
I'll live in these memories
Until the day that we're together once more..

Old Fashioned

2008-01-26T08:08:00.000+08:00

My Dad's portable typewriter. Believe it or not this thing is already portable way back 19forgotten. It weights 4kilos, whew! I remember using this in my highschool days for my projects and term papers. Can't imagine seeing people bringing this from one place to another these days.LOL! Anyone?

Manic Monday

2008-01-21T10:07:00.000+08:00

If you had to be named after one of the 50 states, which would it be?
-Michigan I guess. It's quite near my real name Michelle.

Where do you go for advice?
-My partner has been my confidante ever since. At time I ran to my closest friend.

What is the sickest you've ever been?
-A heartbreak. That's all I can think of.

Stonehenge, still a mystery?

2008-01-13T01:29:00.000+08:00

Despite all that has been learned about its age and construction, it still remains one of the great mysteries of the world.